Thursday, May 26, 2011
Had a soda - Day 3
I had a Coke today. I feel so guilty. I'm trying to do as much as I can to prepare for banding and I feel as though I failed today. I guess I just have to suck it up and get back on track tomorrow. I'm really excited to get banded after seeing how well so many people do after, BUT I still have this fear that it won't work for me. After all, nothing else has worked........I've tried diet after diet, lost weight and gained it back. I've lost the same 50 lbs. about 50 times! I guess I just have to see to believe..........I just can't see myself thinner.